What people will put up with!

Thank GOD it's Friday!!! Been so looking forward to this weekend because this week has dragged!!!

So I have had to write Nadia an email sort of explaining why she has not known about Damion, etc. Because you know, Jillian cannot keep her mouth shut and mentioned it in the car. Of course, I didn't care whether or not Nadia knew, it's just that I would've liked to have been the one to tell her. Anyway, to cut a long story short, I have had to quickly send Nads an email to tell her what has been going on so that she feels like she's still in the loop.

So she wrote me one back which was quite sad, and not nearly as excited as she was when she was talking about buying land. And she is saying alot of things that makes me think that Matthew has not wanted to buy land with her or something, but something is definitely up. She said that she is sad, and that she will talk to me about it, but I am worried for her. I am a constant friend worrier, I think!

Anyway, moving on from it though. I just feel that he is not good enough for her. And it may be something that is hard for her to understand and get right now, but it is the truth. I think she doesn't realise how wonderful she is, and that any guy would be lucky to have her. As he is her first boyfriend, she is letting him walk all over her because she is afraid that he will leave her and because it has taken her so long to find him, who knows when the next one is coming?

Sigh... but it's never easy telling one of your best friends " Your boyfriend doesn't respect you, he is a loser who can't keep a job". It is hard and all you can do is be there for her, I suppose. I can't imagine him ever breaking up with her, he's got too much of a good thing going for him, with her working and him just living off her. And as for her, she would never break up with him because she is afraid to be alone again.

I will need to read this blog again if I ever came to that. It is terrible what people do when they are lonely!

xxx