So I wake up in the morning feeling completely guilty. I dreamt that I cheated on Luke! With Damion! Like WTF. In my dream, I didn't dream that I had sex with him. Just dreamt that we kissed and it was really intense. I was protesting and said that I wasn't the sort to cheat, but still, I just can't resist Damion.

Maybe I'm not ready to meet him after all. It is ridiculous because I'm so totally in love with Luke and would do almost anything for him. I say almost because I still want to pound bitchface to the ground. :) And I don't even WANT Damion. I'm just messed up really...

So I wake up feeling completely guilty (even tho I didn't do ANYTHING) and feel wretched all over again. I'm beginning to hate Damion.

Then Ana comes into my office and tells me that Damion has finally asked her out for coffee! Like WTF. WTF is he thinking? He deletes her as a friend on fb and then asks her for coffee? Does he realise that:

a) she's worlds apart from him;
b) she smokes and
c) she doesn't have long dark hair (yes, he has said to me that he is THAT shallow)

Anyway, I think I might have to ride this bad boy out.

And the more I think abt it, maybe its my subconscious that knew that something like this was going to happen and me kissing him in the dream is a way of stamping my territory? Ugh...

So that's all for today. And after making fun of Nads being a faffer, she was on time! That woman is always proving me wrong!!

Anyway, my eyes are droopy, I'm so sick and tired of talking abt Damion. Enough already.

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