I have been feeling terrible all day. I mean that dream yesterday has affected me somehow. I just don't understand. And the more I think abt it, the more I'm convinced that I was lucid dreaming. And what makes it worse it that I was AWARE in my dream and thought: to hell with it, I'm not going to ever get to do this in real life. Which means that I can't hide behind "it was only a dream". The fact that I was aware makes me a huge hypocrite. And that is what is making me feel like crap.

And call me crazy, but I am convinced on some subconscious level, he was there too. If only there was a weird way to ask him whether he had the exact same dream. Because I bet u anything, he did.

As for today, it was pretty non-eventful. Aside from my guilty feelings, that was about it really.

I need to decide what I'm going to wear tomorrow. What goes with wretched?
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