On the street...

Saw Damion today. And it bothered me. My heart stopped and I felt like the world was spinning a thousand miles a minute. Even though he looked stupid shirt with a stupid jacket and looked like he put on a couple of kilos. It still bothered me and more importantly, it bothered me that it bothered me seeing him again.

I'm so mad at him at the moment. Mad because I didn't pick that he was a cold-hearted BASTARD who wouldn't think twice about the girl who's heart he smashed into a thousand pieces. Who wouldn't even acknowledge when she poured her heart and soul on an email. Who wouldn't even want to be friends even though things didn't end well.

Well, Damion. FUCK YOU. Seriously FUCK YOU.

In the words of Hilary:

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

I don't even know what I'll be like if I ever came face to face with Damion again. All I know is that I need to get over it. GET OVER IT.