Sometimes I thinkthough, am I really attracted to him - or have I come to an age which is giving in to conforming? I feel pressure of having to be in a couple, and my once enjoyment of the single life has been brutally cut short.
Whatever happened to the times when I could enjoy staying at home and watching sport day and night? Whatever happened to not having to justify whatever I do? Whatever happened to the times when I didn't have to weigh up my options of going somewhere- just because I'm not in a couple?
The situation as I like to call it has become dire. Take for example our last new years eve outing. I was dreading it purely because I was in the minority when the clock struck midnight. And I don't like feeling like that way especially when it used to be a no-brainer: friends = fun, therefore attendace is a must.
Am also hating the double standards. People with a partner can leave a social function at anytime, but the non-couples have no choice but to stay out. I'm over it. So over it. So much that I have decided not to be home during Christmas and New Years this year.
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